"My dearest, I've missed you very,
very much since that last night we were together.
And I'll hold that night especially in my memories for years to come.
I've been turning it over and over in my mind lately.
I've read your letter through at least four times,
and will probably read it more times before I'm through.
I've been sitting here, looking at your picture,
and getting more homesick every minute.
I've wanted that picture more than anything else I know of,
except of course, you yourself.
I keep thinking of you darling.
I keep wishing I could be home with you.
I want to leave in the worst possible way
so I can come home to see you,
but, things don't look so good on that subject.
And this war has spoiled a lot of things for everyone I guess.
I've never been so lonesome in my life as I am right now.
I'm completely lost with out you darling.
I never realized I could miss any one person so much.
I just hope it won't be too much longer
until I am able to be with you again, and live a sane and normal life."

last part of violence, by blink182.
keep forwarding to this part,
playing it over and over and over again.
-sniff. :(

HappyBirthday Shiyun! (:
don't know if she'll read this but still,
my dearest peterpan lover, bitching partner,
have a Wonderful birthday! and i'd loveyou Always! (:

sick, hate the feeling.
getting sick on sundays are becoming a routine.
ihateit.
i still need to study! -sneeze.

one more week to Rush everything through my head.
two more weeks to putting it all down on paper.
three people to accompany me through all these.
Crystal, Lei and Lee (maybe?)

i need the Adrenaline Rush, the Motivation.
only you can give.

i love Ben&Jerrys. -winks.
singing songs, creating poems, mocking someone.
so fun, i like. heh.

and i'm in search of shortpimplygirl
SneakySpy.

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends


Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

study,study,study.
i think that studying can be q enjoyable. (:
when you feel alert and have the motivation to do work.
esp. seeing ppl like crystal, eyecandy and rose etc study.
promised crystal i'll cont studying with her after my papers. (:
nygh is so -_-" theory and practical test for, Pe?! uh, right.
my eyecandy really so hardworking. so unlike me in sec3. yes? -winks.
rose, just so smart la. hear her talk to her fren on the phone abt her paper,
"its q easy la" university year2 accounting. Smart? -nods.

cant wait for exams to be over.
Hoho. our exercise plan is going to take place! (:
shed the fats, pile on the muscles. (haha)
sentosa too! yay.

tralalala, (:

i thought that love like a fairytale.
the prince meets the princess.
love at first sight,
they fall in love.
and live happily ever after.

uh, Right.

so many heartbreaks ard me now.
tell me that love doesnt have to hurt.

everyone shld be happy and jolly.
read val's blog on happiness. (:
so swt. -beams-

tell me, what is happiness to you?